Where am I headed…

As I sit here at work thinking about all the things that I need to accomplish today, I think about where my life is headed. After I graduated I thought I had it all figured out (cause you know, 18 year olds know everything.. HA). Anyways, I thought I was going to get married right out of high school, own some type of business, and be in the medical field. Although the majority of these things were not on my list of goals for life, it still looked good. But as always, life changes, things happen and your back to square one. It seems like in the last 5 years I’ve visited that horrible “square one” multiple times. You think you know what you want, but something happens. Whether it’s simply God closing the door, or you never even purse that door. In the last 5 years I have gotten married. There’s a goal I can “check off”. (although I would never encourage anyone to rush into that goal, letting God control it is FAR better 🙂 ) I never went to college for that medical something or other. Infact, I have worked several jobs. Some I consider a blessing, others I consider a waste of time. In the last 5 years I have grown closer to the Lord, but also have had many times where I have doubted him or questioned my life to him. In other words, My goals for my life have changed… several times. But there are a few things that I am more then sure of. My family, what God has blessed me with and the love I have for them and vise versa, can never be taken away (or change). My husband, HE is God’s gift to me. I swear God said “Here, have this man after my own heart because you deserve him.” Although I never feel that way. My friends, whether I talk to them everyday or twice a month, I have the greatest friends because they love me and except me just the way I am. And then I have My Savior, my Jesus… he is everything to me. He wakes me up and gives me a purpose for my life. Although some days I may feel crummy, he always gives me a reason to smile. He’s the one that gave me this life, my family, my husband, my friends. If I never figure out where my life is headed, at least I know that I have a Solid Rock in Jesus. Someday, maybe someday, I will know if I’m suppose to go down this road or that road. But right now… I’m ok. I’m content. I like this feeling…

Where is your life headed?


I have arrived!

Well… it’s official.. I am a blogger! I really hope that this becomes an incredible tool that I can use to show people who I really am. What I’m really thinking, and what the heck is going on in my life. Enjoy.. drop a line and say hello.